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[GG] EpicKillaGama101's Staff Application! :D

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In-Game Name:  [GG] EpicKillaGama101

Profile URL: http://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198154635918/

Current Rank (User or Member): Member


Total time in server: 57  hours.

Total time in Garry's Mod: I have about 330 hours.

Did a staff member recommended you?: I'm afraid not.

Do you have a mic?: Indeed I do.

Do you understand you must be active?: Yes, because if I am not active, I could lose my staff ranking, and if there is no other admin online, people could break all the rules in the server. I do not want something that insane to happen to any server. This would ruin the fun for everybody... And my priority is to keep the server safe, yet fun for others.

Past Staff Experience: Well, acutally I do remember being an admin on Tooter's Roleplay server, I would be online all day and always avalible to help people out. I'm also admin in Sammie's server. These are both Unturned servers. for your information.
Reason for applying?: Well, I seem that some admins get offline pretty early and while I'm not at school, I'm playing this server. And I've found intrests in this server as in it is special to me because I only play this server, and only this server. I am also very trustworthy, resonable, and smart, I'm also 66% smarter than every kid in the U.S. , a test from Gifted and Talented... Not being a show off. :P

Why should we hire you?: Well, I would like to help out you guys by warning/kicking/banning those fail roleplayers, rule breakers, and RDMers as they ruin the fun for everyone. I get off about at 10:30 PM  Centeral time every school night, so I am very active and could stay on  until then. I get out of school at 3:00 PM every day for your information, I have no school on the weekends so.... I'll be very active. As I said earlier, I want to put an end to the fail roleplayers. I want to make everyone have a good time on this magnifcent server you have Nex.

Tell us about yourself (Optional): I'm an 11 year old named Tyler, I like to help people out, and I like to make things fair and fun for me and others. I really don't have any friends though... I'm fine with that... But I'm going to say I get upset easily, but I am able to control it. I also love games and fun. (Which I barely have fun)  So yeah, that wraps me up...

Do you accept the responsibility as a staff member? Yes, indeed I do, I know what it is like to be a staff member as I observe them, and I just somehow know how it feels to be a staff member. I always know that I should always be helping, and I shall never abuse my powers as a staff member if this gets accepted! 

Have an amazing day, thank you for reading this comment, and good bye. :D
I like the effort you put into your application, given your age I can tell you a quite intellectual. The only concern I have with your application is exactly what tells me you're intelligent. Your age can play a role in how people react to you as a staff member. While your application seems to be great in every way but that, I will still consider you as a possible candidate for staff.

I want you to read this, I wrote it myself and I'm curious on what you think about it. You won't understand the story without the prologue, but the ideas are still very much real...

(CHAPTER 1- The meaning of meaning)
 "Is there a meaning to life? Does anything I do have purpose aside from myself?" That is dangerous thinking. "I feel compelled to wonder existence. If life never became, then everything known that has happened never would have happened if there was nothing to observe." Religion and belief is what drives others. "Perhaps, if some entity or power created the universe, what would be the point if nobody could experience what was created? "The mind can only think so far. "What has become and the reason for it's becoming may be out of the reason to comprehend." Existence is a paradox. "Existence cannot be explained, what created the first piece of matter? How did the first cell come to exist? What created the creator of creation?" So many questions, but no possible answers, if the mind was more broad, perhaps there would be answers to the impossible. "What would the impossible be? Would it be considered selfish to classify something as impossible?" Opinion will stop these questions from being truly answered. "Theories are created to ease and explain the impossible." Theories are ideas, not answers. "Theories are created to explain the impossible, to truly know, however, would not be considered possible, an idea? Yes, but not a true answer." A theory is the best that can be done to limit the impossible into comprehension, regardless of the fact, a true answer to the impossible is by it's self impossible to the understanding of what minds are capable of. "Even if somebody could understand the impossible, opinion will still stop the impossible of ever being answered." Opinion is what separates others, difference is to be expected but if one cannot prove to those who cannot be proven to, then they are no different then the rest in their eyes. "Even if they were indeed different, if they are capable of understanding what simply cannot be understood, then they are a lie or an idea." The word "lie" can be a bit harsh, however, it is true, depending on how others view them. "Separation of ideas through opinion. Some may view them as an idea to the unknown, while others may simply cast them off as a "lie" or among the crazy." What would crazy be considered? Not of the normal? If a "crazy" person knows that they are crazy, then are they truly crazy if they still retain the morals of said sane? "Perhaps those who admit their insanity are the ones that can truly be classified as sane? Even then, if difference creates the "crazy", then is everyone crazy?" Different in the way of thinking most likely, but perhaps those said to be crazy are the only ones able to understand the impossible and through there different thinking, have branded themselves as insane, or a lie to society. "Then there is no answer to the meaning of life." No answers, but theories...
Is it worth fighting for? "I will never know, the meaning of existence is simply out of my ability to comprehend. I still do, however, exist regardless of the reason for existing. Meaning I will do what I think is right even if I don't fully understand why I did it." That is good, very good. "How come?" If you know there is no point in existing, the best one of your being can do is follow what they think, regardless of knowing why they did it. "Perhaps, but couldn't that classify me as mindless to some extent?" That is a dangerous thought, perhaps being mindless isn't so bad if you have not a reason to exist. "I do have a reason to exist, I just can't comprehend it." Then what is the point if you cannot comprehend it, maybe your reason for existing is to be mindless. "That is valid, but that still seems flawed, because what if that wasn't my reason to exist?" That's yet another impossible question and paradox. "Indeed."
Is obeying among those who see no purpose in their existence? "That depends, maybe one who sees no purpose will simply ignore the thought of obeying since they have no purpose. One would need to create their own meaning of life, regardless of if that's their true reason to exist or not." If one sees no purpose then perhaps they see no reason not to obey? "That is valid indeed, if one does not know the purpose of their existence or have not made one themselves, then any purpose given to them will be accepted." These ideas clash as opposites, perhaps yet another impossible question has been created. "Created? No, discovered? Yes."
Why do you exist? "... I... don't know." Then will you obey if your given a reason to exist? "...That was all I ever wanted, a reason for existence I can call my own. I don't know if I want to be given one, rather than create my own." Then create your own. "I... can't, I don't know why I exist, or why I should at all." If that is the case, perhaps accept one given to you as your own. "That may be for the best." Yes.
The purpose given to you is to listen to your thoughts. "Why should I, these thoughts don't feel like my own?" The purpose you have been given is to listen. "By who?" By your mind, these thoughts are yours. "Am I as one would call it: "crazy"?" But wouldn't that make you sane? "These thoughts do not feel of my own." These thoughts are your own, given to you so that you may have purpose. "Given by who?" Given by all that matters. "A god, or holy entity?" Yes. "Then what is it's purpose?" To guide those who don't know why they exist. "How was it created?" By the efforts of those who needed a guide. "A noble task it seems, perhaps corrupt in a blind way?" One who questions help is corrupt through their own being. "Maybe so, but is it really help, or a closure to it's existence?" Both as it would seem. "Then it seems I haven't a choice, I know nothing of existence other then what as been given to me." Containing a enigmatic  idiosyncrasy could be very bad. "In what way?" Questioning thoughts is not healthy, it is a strange quirk. "Maybe so." Quite. 

"If nothing existed to perceive existence, would existence exist?"
-- Deka
I can understand this, not much, but mostly...


Have an amazing day, thank you for reading this comment, and good bye. :D
DENIED, PLEASE REPOST YOUR APPLICATION WITH THE NEWEST FORMAT ASAP...

"If nothing existed to perceive existence, would existence exist?"
-- Deka
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